Saturday, March 31, 2007
It's raining heavily. Its like what i'm feeling now.
I'm really stress this few days. I wanna cry out loud, shout out.
I'm piss at a slightest thing.
Oh well. Enough of all that stuff. I'm forever like this.
Block 2 contacts in my blog. They are so freaking irritating. I reaalyy piss off by all that idiot.
Going out with mummy later. I don't feel like going out. I wanna lock myself in the room. Keeping all my thoughts in my heart is killing me now. I'm moody. I can be happy and suddenly be sad. I myself don't even know what i want now. I'm killing myself. Ppl thinks i'm crazy. I don;t care what they say.
Freak! I'm such a freak.........
Thursday, March 29, 2007
I'm being very ''guai'' now ok. I try not to fold my skirts in school but after school and pin up my fking hair. I look so noob ok.-.-''
Leaving my fringe up is soo damn freaking nerd. I don't want it. DOTS.
JAs ish always unhappy about my hair and skirt. She thinks i'm that kind of ah lian.
Well but at least she thinks its only my appearence but not character. I'm not ah lian ok please.
Enough of all that stuffs.
I'm forever not perfect. No one is perfect so don't think i'm that perfect.
Choir ytd and the teacher was like so mad and sang like he had never sang before and the time passes so freaking long. REgreted coming so early. Next time i very late then come.
I'm been so moody all this while. I just feel like pouring my problems out to someone but there's no one who would want to listen.
Science test ot bad eh. But i think i might fail.>,<
Talk alot about our problems with min and felt sworrie for her...
Today at quadrangle my contact drop cuz i accidentally drop it then found it but only wear right side cuz left side can't! OMFG i see things like 1 clear 1 not clear. Then never bring my specs down then was so pek cek. Then after pledge still must listen to principal talk. Then fater that rusk to the toilet. -.-''''''''''. DOTS>
Monday, March 26, 2007
I'm just getting so pissed off by lim this few days. I just feel that what she say sometimes is lik no sense.-.-
s0rri.But anyway gratx for you and your bf.
Haw Haw...even a person so guai like her oso have bf ler. But i shan't think bout having someone anymore.
Had swimming so never wear contacts. And then my eyes red and my tears keep on trickling down from my eyes cuz i just couldn't put the contacts into my eyes. I'm so noob-.-
My hand bleed today cuz of D & T...It's like guys work. I seriously pity those who is in D & T, including myself. Heng...almost end already. lols.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Webt to get my contact ytd. Weees.Finally aftre so long. Then the consultant taught me how to wear. Try so many times and finally know how to wear.I try till my eyes get so red and look like i had cried alot. Wear for 4hrs the first day and my eyes feel very dry.
Then after that went to my ''aunty'' house. Called one of my auntie as a greeting and then she just walk away ignoring me. Rolled eyes at her. She thought i wana greeet her meh?! I'm not like her child. So rude see ppl never greet. Anyway fine if she don't wana greet. It's like what i'm expecting from her.
Went home very late. Played with the babies there. So cute.><
Friday, March 23, 2007
HawHAw...I'm missing all my darling friends for last year.={
WAtch the vide0s and so miss them.
Just went to hougang and see my contact lens. =( The uncle ask for my age and dun allow me to wear contact. I go compass 2moro. Then go try wear 1mth first.
HmM i'm the only one left at home now. Poor thing me.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Wnt eat at the vegetarian. F00d n0rrt bad. But then i dun lyk to eat noodles.
Ch0ir and then g0ssip al0rt:1
Hmm...so l00k forward to saturday. Go buy lens. Hueehueehuee.
Hate bl00dy miss Wong. SHe has grudges btween a few of us in class...LYK I CARE huh?!
Wtf. She went and told jas bout me tokin and stuff. And jas never care lor. She dun bliv her. Blah blah. Noone gna listen to ur crap.
I felt so nasty suddenly and blurted everythin out.=( I'm just so sianx.
FelT so bad for jeannete. She called me just now when i walking home and she cried al0rrt. HAixhy0y0 wad for cry for the useless bum? He just an asshole. SMILE=)LOve y0u lots and forever your darling sister=)
OKx i shan't bug about that. ANd for the previ0us p0st, I'm feeling sorry bUt i stil wana let you see.
I'm like so bad right now. I love history. It's such a fun subject without stress.
+)+)+)+)+)
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Back home so fast. Tankx auntie.
Crapped al0rrt wif teresa and sharifah.
!@$%^&*choir teacher! He such a freak! Well i know i'm so playful during his class, but u can't blame me. Your class is too freaking boring. I just went there to pass time.
Went koufu justnow and never ate for lunch. Had a little gastric pain cuz i os0 never ate much during recess. It's gettin more and more normal for me for n0rrt eating lunch.
I just feel that when friends are very close, they tends to ignore your feelings. They insult you or whatever but they ain't that good. Insult is good. This makes you know your own bad areas but it isn't good when you get hurt. YOu are just a person who act as you gain alot of knowlege and start babbling nonsense. You get so irritated sometimes. I am too. I ask you this and you would look at me in that kind of espression. I'm not perfect too. But i just can't endure your attitude and so i spoke up very straight. You may felt hurt when u heard that but the way you treated me is the same. You critisied me and all the stuffs and not encourage me. PLease change your stupid attitude.
okx enough of all that. Thinking of it just make me feel pissed.
HMm the MR CHEONG TAUGHT US MATH. I guess all the ppl are so jealous haha. I wonder why the girls go craxy over him -.-
HMm math become fun now hee hee.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
skipped swimming lesson today. Dun feel lik goin.
HMm=)My grp is the only grp who did not change. I love to sit at my grp now though last time i just hate it.
Slept at 1 ytd and today work up and had panda eyes.
I used to hack care b0ut all tis stuff but now i really care bout it.
I dunno why i just get so annoyed with my friends sometimes. I show them attitude. I'm sorry if you felt hurt.
School starts so fast. I'm so stuck up right now!
And should i go for tuition?
Mum forgot cook cuz she tot i staying baq for swimming. cook myself maggie. Hmm n0rt bad. Taste quite yummy.
Thursday, March 15, 2007
sianz lurhs.....
ytd stay at home the whole day and rot....
Hmm lucky today aunt came my house or i die of boredom....
Went swimming after that. I don't like wearing swimming clothes. look so fATT.
After that aunt taught us how to "da zuo"
Then stay and sat very long and recite.
After that stand up i feeel so refreshing but my leg so pain.
First time so not use to it.
If you felt itchy oso can't move or u have to redo all over again.
Then keep on laughing but after awhile then use ler.
Hmm.....I'm convince to recite it already.=)
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Well so mani things then let me start with the chAalet.
Wnt ride bicycle the moment i reach there.
I can't sleep at night. I turned here and there.
Then they say ghost story and so fun yea.
Then plae the poker cards and we had to eat worms..eek!
Then have bbq=) Never eat much.
The next day went bowling.
So long never play and i nortt bad kay!
And then at night mommy says she going home and of course went home with her.
I'm not love sick but home sick.
Lim called me and i'm glad she told me how she felt. I'm sorri=)
Then the next day went choir outing.
Then ride bicycle and went to the haunted red house.
So haunted there.
But we never go in cuz no time and then no ciggerattes to give the lion.
They say we must give the lion a ciggarate then can go in.
Waha quite dark inside and then nobody one.
Tired after the whole day.
On thursday wan go escape with choir frens n i dun intend to go wif 6f fwens anymore.
O...poor thing de wor. Mummy went eat sushi. I lazy walk to there larh.
Wana buy contact soon lerx.
So no need wear the ugly specx.
Wnt ride bicycle the moment i reach there.
I can't sleep at night. I turned here and there.
Then they say ghost story and so fun yea.
Then plae the poker cards and we had to eat worms..eek!
Then have bbq=) Never eat much.
The next day went bowling.So long never play and i nortt bad kay!
And then at night mommy says she going home and of course went home with her.
I'm not love sick but home sick.
Lim called me and i'm glad she told me how she felt. I'm sorri=)
Then the next day went choir outing.
Then ride bicycle and went to the haunted red house.
So haunted there.
But we never go in cuz no time and then no ciggerattes to give the lion.
They say we must give the lion a ciggarate then can go in.
Waha quite dark inside and then nobody one.
Tired after the whole day.
On thursday wan go escape with choir frens n i dun intend to go wif 6f fwens anymore.
O...poor thing de wor. Mummy went eat sushi. I lazy walk to there larh.
Wana buy contact soon lerx.
So no need wear the ugly specx.
Friday, March 9, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GOR
So bad can't give him anything cuz of...
On friday i skipped my choir. woops.
Then went home straight home after school.
nah havin bbq on sunday.
I don't feel like going aftre all><''
Friends are around with you all along.
But which are you true friend?
So bad can't give him anything cuz of...
On friday i skipped my choir. woops.
Then went home straight home after school.
nah havin bbq on sunday.
I don't feel like going aftre all><''
Friends are around with you all along.
But which are you true friend?
Thursday, March 8, 2007
ytd wnt to the funfair with my ex-neighbour.
S0 happie when saw her and her mum and aunty ish still the same.
=)aftr that went plae n plae de ride. All so high sia.
So fuk larh de tcher. Want me go dunno the fuking talk about smoking.
Then must go to the soccer match. sianzz lurhs.
After that mummy come to see teacher.
Jas so good larhz never say anything bad to my mummy=)
I failed my math and science. Oh fine lurhs. But my english and lit pass lehhz.
My history 1 more marks then A2.
Todaee also have the choir b'dae celebration.
S0 happie when saw her and her mum and aunty ish still the same.
=)aftr that went plae n plae de ride. All so high sia.
So fuk larh de tcher. Want me go dunno the fuking talk about smoking.
Then must go to the soccer match. sianzz lurhs.
After that mummy come to see teacher.
Jas so good larhz never say anything bad to my mummy=)
I failed my math and science. Oh fine lurhs. But my english and lit pass lehhz.
My history 1 more marks then A2.
Todaee also have the choir b'dae celebration.
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
Jas never come today. sian luhss.
smsed in class last period cuz finish wrk ler.
failed my math=( sian yeh.
nvm teacher say not counted much in report book.
So fun during math. Joke around and talk bout "A's"
And heehee elmo mind is polluted now.
He so stoopid yeh. He don't know whats "virgin". And twj said it's sum kind of ginger.
laughed througout the whole math lesson cuz teacher never teach.
silly of us.
I gonna die lerx. tomorrow meet parent session!
So scared yeh.
I'm so lonely right here. Sitting by the dark weeping.
The world is changing and just like our love.
Things get out of hand just so easily.
It's just fading.
I just feel it......
smsed in class last period cuz finish wrk ler.
failed my math=( sian yeh.
nvm teacher say not counted much in report book.
So fun during math. Joke around and talk bout "A's"
And heehee elmo mind is polluted now.
He so stoopid yeh. He don't know whats "virgin". And twj said it's sum kind of ginger.
laughed througout the whole math lesson cuz teacher never teach.
silly of us.
I gonna die lerx. tomorrow meet parent session!
So scared yeh.
I'm so lonely right here. Sitting by the dark weeping.
The world is changing and just like our love.
Things get out of hand just so easily.
It's just fading.
I just feel it......
history teacher never come today.
p.e suck lor. Not that i lazy or what but i don't like the running larhhh cuz
you have to do push-up 10 times if all the ppl nv run by the time and we had to do it.
after school went koufu and then bought some things
then wnt up to the carpark playground on 5th floor and talk.
whole day never eat except 1 sushi >< style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">You get angry with me so often and i get angry with you very often too.
Sorry larh...But please don't always show your attitude to me.
You just show it when you're feeling pek cek and mood swing.
You get irritated so easily.
When you happy, you talk alot, when you mood swing, you start getting irritated.
p.e suck lor. Not that i lazy or what but i don't like the running larhhh cuz
you have to do push-up 10 times if all the ppl nv run by the time and we had to do it.
after school went koufu and then bought some things
then wnt up to the carpark playground on 5th floor and talk.
whole day never eat except 1 sushi >< style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">You get angry with me so often and i get angry with you very often too.
Sorry larh...But please don't always show your attitude to me.
You just show it when you're feeling pek cek and mood swing.
You get irritated so easily.
When you happy, you talk alot, when you mood swing, you start getting irritated.
Monday, March 5, 2007
never swim at all just now.
do my work n i dozed off....until charles call me!!
xD i so happy larh!! like so damme long no contact ler and he called me=))
chat very long while waiting for them to swim finish.
I miss them soo muchhy.
take taxi home. giv ellabelle go 1st
and i f0rget to ask the uncle u-turn n so had to walk a long bloody wayy!
jos want patch....i even delete his contact ler bt he called me...
nah talk nonsense in class and miss wong was so pissed x)
Go your own way and ignore me.
I'm so used to your stubborn temper.
do my work n i dozed off....until charles call me!!
xD i so happy larh!! like so damme long no contact ler and he called me=))
chat very long while waiting for them to swim finish.
I miss them soo muchhy.
take taxi home. giv ellabelle go 1st
and i f0rget to ask the uncle u-turn n so had to walk a long bloody wayy!
jos want patch....i even delete his contact ler bt he called me...
nah talk nonsense in class and miss wong was so pissed x)
Go your own way and ignore me.
I'm so used to your stubborn temper.
Sunday, March 4, 2007
ytd had bbq. mani gang sia.
rainin ytd n juz as we eat, it rain again n we had 2 w8 aftr tad go again.
n then till 2am...tired sia.
stand dhere alot n hardly sat down.
nex wk os0 hab bbq chalet. family gatherin.-.-
play'ed de see the difference game n my eyes is soo dizzy nw.
I wept for you.
My tears are only because of you.
You don't feel remorseful when i drop my tears.
I cry all because of you.
Are you feeling remorseful now?
This shows that i'm loving you.
But what does that shows to you?
You feel jealous to see me with other guys.
But how do i feel? Ridiculous?
We have our own personality.
This doesn't shows that we are not match.
Please be more understanding.
rainin ytd n juz as we eat, it rain again n we had 2 w8 aftr tad go again.
n then till 2am...tired sia.
stand dhere alot n hardly sat down.
nex wk os0 hab bbq chalet. family gatherin.-.-
play'ed de see the difference game n my eyes is soo dizzy nw.
I wept for you.
My tears are only because of you.
You don't feel remorseful when i drop my tears.
I cry all because of you.
Are you feeling remorseful now?
This shows that i'm loving you.
But what does that shows to you?
You feel jealous to see me with other guys.
But how do i feel? Ridiculous?
We have our own personality.
This doesn't shows that we are not match.
Please be more understanding.
Friday, March 2, 2007
sian sia 2dae hab bbq...dun feel lik goin!i wna go meet la0g0ng bt mum wan mwe go bbq...
fine lor! on de way homm saw jingmin=)
so happi lyk s0 l0ng no c lerxxx.lol.=)+)
i dunno hw 2 tell mwy mum my results +(
i'm gtin lazier n lazier 2 blog-.-
In a triangle love, everything is selfish. One has to sacrifice. I would rather be the one backing
out than to see you heartbroken.
fine lor! on de way homm saw jingmin=)
so happi lyk s0 l0ng no c lerxxx.lol.=)+)
i dunno hw 2 tell mwy mum my results +(
i'm gtin lazier n lazier 2 blog-.-
In a triangle love, everything is selfish. One has to sacrifice. I would rather be the one backing
out than to see you heartbroken.
i love them alot!!!hahas we r mad.takin phot0 in t0ilet
=)=)tok alot...tinkin bout nt marryin n we'll stae 2gether haha so twit & dumb dumb we all
i love la0p0,bmw,alicia alottt=)
tete-a-tete with dhemn. i felt gr8 talkin 2 dhemn. yarhhh...i still misss primary schol frens too=)
Thursday, March 1, 2007
sianz...i cant bliv tad i almost fail mwy chinese larh o plz....
my eng gt go good then chines...so jia lat sia!
bak by bus n saw big teddyyy>.lim was so freak.
lao shi dai wo men dao zhan lan hui qu zhan lan.
wo men dao bu gao lan zan lan.
They are so sik larhh! n i laughed alot=)
i love my la0p0 alot =)
i may be bitchy sumtims, but u r a bustard t00!
dhere's no need for eu to insult me wif all tis words.
I don't really mind it.
But other people may be.
Anyway insult me all eu wan.
my eng gt go good then chines...so jia lat sia!
bak by bus n saw big teddyyy>.lim was so freak.
lao shi dai wo men dao zhan lan hui qu zhan lan.
wo men dao bu gao lan zan lan.
They are so sik larhh! n i laughed alot=)
i love my la0p0 alot =)
i may be bitchy sumtims, but u r a bustard t00!
dhere's no need for eu to insult me wif all tis words.
I don't really mind it.
But other people may be.
Anyway insult me all eu wan.
Had choir 2dae n sms n laughed alot=) de tcher was really pissed off by us>,< hahaz
n he told us tad if we cum here 2 plae then dun j0in
n i reali dun feel lik attendin his class o plz bt anywae juz go larrr
haiz....meetin them go escape on tuesday durin h0lidae n then
choir hav bbq n outin n hav wad family gatherin in chalet n mum say
tad i muas go!! waka0 all crashed 2gether!
nah! history gt 69!=( so jialat! anywae i stil lurvxxx it=)
had chinese test n i tot is nex wk n nv study bt it turned out 2 be soo freakin easi=)
Life is just like a lollipop. It is sweet in the beginning but is slowly fading fast.
n he told us tad if we cum here 2 plae then dun j0in
n i reali dun feel lik attendin his class o plz bt anywae juz go larrr
haiz....meetin them go escape on tuesday durin h0lidae n then
choir hav bbq n outin n hav wad family gatherin in chalet n mum say
tad i muas go!! waka0 all crashed 2gether!
nah! history gt 69!=( so jialat! anywae i stil lurvxxx it=)
had chinese test n i tot is nex wk n nv study bt it turned out 2 be soo freakin easi=)
Life is just like a lollipop. It is sweet in the beginning but is slowly fading fast.
