Wednesday, April 4, 2007
you know what, seriously i really sick of everything.. the stress and the peer pressure..when i m alone i feel like crying ..
do you feel like that..who can i turn to when i need help..yea i have frenz hu can i trust anyway iyou cvan be surrounded be tons of people everyday ..but is there even one that you an realli relate to..my best frend has a complete diffrent taste..i dun care who reads this im just going to pour out all my feelings..
well im sick of life. i dun even feel like living sometimes.yea of couse i know life is precious and stuff like that , but when theres no encouragement dun you know how difficult is it to even get thru a day,i have tuition like every other day. xcept sat&sun.tues and thurs i have cca...
i love all my freinds i really wanna tell them bout my delimma i feel like screaming out all my problems ..espeacailly to my best freind..but seriously i dun think i can relate my situation with her. the speacial bond we use to have is gone..
i m positive thaty its her not me..she well seems such a flirt now..i m just saying the turth that seems fact to me.yea i cherish this freindship ans will so anthing to save it but is does she even traesure me? i miss the old her..its not only me that commented bout her..i think she loves to lie now..i wont go on rambling bout these..
I copy this from lims blog. I'm swoorie if she still feels that and this is long long ago lers. I'm sad. i feel so hurt when i read this. I'm flirt?! Oh well. I'm flirt.
I lie to you. I never change at all. I'm still me. I'm still the plain old me. Oh well. I'm so stress. You show me your attitude often too. I'm really piss. I don't treasure this friendship? Ok. We are not like primary schools ''i don't want friend you." It's lame. We hide it to ourself. We just gave each other a face and we will know it.
ok crap. I shan't talk so much.
